Is there such a person that exists?


I'm worrying about so many things all at once that I can't actually bring myself to do anything productive. I'm sat here, looking at a screen knowing there are things I could and should be doing but i can't figure out where to start or which will help more. 

I've got noone to talk to who will understand, noone to bounce my ideas of off. I feel lost and alone. I feel like nothing is ever going to improve and that I'm going to be stuck here in this loop of unhappiness for the rest of my life. I know I should be grateful for what I have and I do try my best to focus on the positives when I can but right now I just can't. All I can see are the negatives. The issues and the hurdles in the way of me getting the life that I want and wish I could live. The life I want for my family, that they deserve to have. 

This can't be it, surely? 

There must be a way for me to make things better. To work towards the goal. There must be a way that I can move forward. I feel like there has to be. It's like I know there must be a route there I just can't figure out what it is yet. I need help working out how to get to where I want to be. 

I wish there was a person you could hire, someone who would listen to the goals you have and help plan ways to work towards achieving them. No matter how far fetched they may seem. Is that a thing, is there such a person that exists?  

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